Whoa, guess who I just got a message from on gaia? Of course you don't know, it's billions of people in the world, but it's my ex! SAY WHAT!? I haven't talked to you for months, and now you asking me "how you been lately?" SAY WHAT!? Oh child, this day just got werider.

We talked, blah blah blah, I really didn't care. And he asked me a question, and I started to answer but I stopped. And then he...didn't get upset but still. And I said "Well, whatever, I know you hate when I talk and stop." He said, "Wow you remembered...amazing, I wish I got get you out of my head."

I said it hurts to remember, and he got sad and I guess, got off. Look...I didn't try to upset him or anything, I don't care. When I was with him, I would stress out to if he was sad, but now that I'm not in a relationship, I don't worry about that, I just miss him. So I want to get back, then I don't...I don't know, what's the point, my family hates him, and he'll NEVER be allowed over here, so what.